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Thursday, 13 June 2013

  • The Tagalongs

    If you want to waste a night, that's fine
    The masters of killing time
    None of us will ever hold dear
    We don't care if you've got nothing in mind
    Tonight's a night that will crawl by
    And it's been a slow year

    We'll remember the days you won't
    Sing with every empty pop song
    The one with the chorus going on and on

    Tell us the plan and we'll go
    Take pictures staged and posed
    The normal ones in demand
    We'll never think of going home
    'til this place is almost closed
    Waiting for anything to happen

    We'll remember the days you won't
    Sing with every empty pop song
    The one with the chorus going on and on
    We'll remember the days you won't
    Sing with every empty pop song
    Until our mundane role is done
    We are the tagalongs

    -DLW

Monday, 10 June 2013

  • You Again

    I don't want you out of my life
    I just wish you wouldn't sneak in
    Between bad habits and destinations
    I never know what to expect less
    You, or this awkwardness

    A holdout from another year
    We're misimagining all the time
    Choking over small talk
    When we'd rather say goodbye

    I've gone from looking for you
    In every passing car
    To avoiding the places
    I know you are
    You made my heart soar
    Now you make my stomach drop
    I'm thinking that
    We've had enough

    We dreamed about find the other
    From across a crowded room
    Now I dread maybe seeing you soon
    When we don't dare look in the face
    We've come too late

    I've gone from looking for you
    In every passing car
    To avoiding the places
    I know you are
    You made my heart soar
    Now you make my stomach drop
    I'm thinking that
    We've had enough

    I don't know what to say to you
    Do you want to talk to me?

    -DLW

Saturday, 08 June 2013

  • January 5th

    This one is from awhile back...

    Well, now December's done
    And snowfall is just traffic the next day
    Rosy cheeks lost their magic
    Keep the flu away

    Undeck the halls
    Pitch the candy canes
    Forget the white Christmas
    For January grays
    Take a hangover pill
    To deal with your New Year's Eve thrill
    And write the year wrong for days

    Now there's nothing moving forward
    In my mind
    Up next is Valentines
    But it's a month away
    And never worth the time

    Undeck the halls
    Pitch the candy canes
    Forget the white Christmas
    For January grays
    Take a hangover pill
    To deal with your New Year's Eve thrill
    And write the year wrong for days
    And write the year wrong for days

    -DLW

Thursday, 06 June 2013

  • Thoughts While Closing Out the DLW Office

    Hey all.

    So, with or without Xanga meeting its do or die deadline, I'm probably out on July 15th. I've been here for five years, and had an absolutely fantastic time, but I'm feeling kind of done here. Because of Xanga, I've made some great friends, read a lot of great work, and pushed myself in ways I couldn't imagine otherwise. But not enough for me to scrounge the $48 together, even if I had the money (unemployed college grad, woo).

    While I really like the community here, there's little doubt in my mind that said community hasn't shrunk in recent years. This place just feels a little emptier and a little quieter than it used to. It could be a matter of perspective, but it's what I've seen and felt.

    And for a site that calls itself "The Blogging Community", Xanga's a fairly mediocre blogging platform. I mean, the frontpage and the blogging software felt quaint when I joined in 2007, and the auxiliary services (especially audio and video hosting) have never worked with any reliability. All of that became painfully clear once I started a Wordpress in 2010. To be fair, Xanga lends itself more to community building than WP, but from a mercenary blogging standpoint, my Wordpress has come with more add-ons, user-friendliness, readouts, bells, and whistles than the Xang ever offered me. In terms of blogging, it's just the stronger platform; a likely reason that Xanga 2.0 is heading that way.

    The Xanga community hasn't been blind to the site's needs, either. Xanga's layouts and features might have been cutting edge in 2002, but when my WordPress autosaves every time I stop typing for five seconds, Tumblr will save anything I close out without posting, and even my Twitter will leave a half completed tweet in my space thingy if I close the site, and Xanga doesn't have a fucking "Save Draft" feature, you are not only failing to keep up, but you're arguably behind what a start-up would need to not get laughed off the net. This one might be a nitpick, but the actual "write your blog here" screen has always felt a bit unwieldy, but it lends itself well enough to bigger pieces, I suppose. I gave up on hosting audio here years ago, and any entry where I tried video inevitably devolved to me saying "Fuck it, here's the YouTube embed". I know I'm bordering rant at this point, but these are such little things to fix. The point of a blogging site should be to make blogging as easy for its members as possible.

    I'm not a fan of the pay-to-blog model, either, especially considering 1. How Xanga's asking for it, and 2. the price. My take on the "We need 60K by July 15th" is essentially the Xanga bean counters going "Ok, look, we've made a lot of mistakes, and we need a bail out basically right now", and the services you'll get equate to "You know, stuff you'd get from a blog site!" If they want to charge for it, I'm not going to hold that against them, or anyone that pays in/donates to the cause (If you have the means and the desire, I applaud you), but my wordpress lets me run my site however I like for free, and a domain name/register for half of what Xanga's asking. Xanga's asking too much for too little.

    But, it ain't all bad. Thinking about and writing this entry's made me appreciate what I did here, and who I got to do it with. I'm going to keep uploading entries until the final day (even if I'm not posting, I'm writing, which is kind of the point, yeah?), so I'll be around from here out. "Closing out" can be the formal final step, but it doesn't have to be the end. Drop by if you like.

    Again, thanks everyone who's been by DLW, or that I've met/talked to here in the last five years. We had some fun, didn't we?

    And, for those who are curious to keep contact After The End...
    Facebook: www.facebook.com/Bgibs1
    Twitter: www.twitter.com/BGibs122
    Tumblr: http://androidexistential.tumblr.com/
    That Wordpress I Talk So Damn Much About: www.rantingaboutmusic.com
    The Facebook Page of That Wordpress I Talk So Damn Much About: www.facebook.com/rantingaboutmusicblog
    Email: Ask and ye shall receive.

    -DLW

Monday, 22 April 2013

  • Into the Sea

    I make it kind of a goal to write a song during class time at least once every semester.

    The sound of the waves
    Sun bleaching my hair
    Sand searing my back
    The smell of foam in the air
    I close my eyes
    And I'm almost there

    I don't care
    About whatever's gonna kill me
    Right now
    I wanna melt into the sea

    My skin is blue
    At peace and adrift
    Can't hear your dry words
    When I'm pretty wet
    You're on the surface
    I'm 500 feet below it

    I don't care
    About whatever's gonna kill me
    Right now
    I wanna melt into the sea

    I don't care
    Into the sea
    I don't care
    Into the sea

    I don't care
    About whatever's gonna kill me
    Right now
    I wanna melt into the sea

    -DLW

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  • MyHomeIsWriting
    @DarklyLitWords - lol, I don't blame you. I go through the same kind of lapses as well.
  • DarklyLitWords
    @MyHomeIsWriting - "Been too long"? Haha, if my first page isn't a month old, I consider myself to be ahead. :P
  • MyHomeIsWriting
    Hey. Trying to make use of the chatboard a little more. You need to post something new, it's been too long<3 I know, I'm demanding. xP
  • GoldNava
    Hi Cosmic Kid xD.
  • AbsoluteGirlfriend
    @DarklyLitWords Oh, that's very interesting and I agree. We DO need our own little thing going on. As for my writing, I've been writing for as long as I can remember. I first started as a little kid. I would rewrite all of my favorite fairy tales and make little booklets with my own illustrations (o
  • DarklyLitWords
    @AbsoluteGirlfriend - I'm glad I was able to catch your attention then. :) Yeah, I've always wanted to network it up with other Xanga writers (We need an Ish), since I feel like there's a lot of us out there floating around. I've been steadily writing for...two and a half years now, what about you?
  • AbsoluteGirlfriend
    I wanna be star, I wanna be tradmarked Too. Lol. I am a Writer/Artist of Some Sorts, and I've been reading many blogs looking for people to network with and read their works, I think that Trademarked Star piece got my attention. How long have you been writing?